hae's Blog

So supposedly I have a diagnosis, sort of... Im trying out a new med to clear things out and see how that goes.  If it doesn't work then i will have figure out the cause for this um, finding they had found yesterday. yea had one test yesterday and boom phone call today. Well I miss everyone and I apologize for being so busy!!! Im thinking of you guys!!!! 

(((HUGS)))))

wish me luck.. its FINALS!!! 

First off, I do not feel like I can hold this in. The NERVE OF SOME PEOPLE... How dare anyone LIE in order to harm and attack vulnerable women. To take advantage of people's vulnerabilities, insecurities, their PAIN! and use that to LIE, MANIPULATE, and out right ATTACK others! EP has no room for manipulative lying people who are only out to push their agendas on others regardless of who they step on and/or hurt in the process.... How dare you. This is all I have to say other than it WILL be reported!

This song always helps me when I am feeling down and out with nothing left to burn. Got me through a time where I was living off of overly seasoned ramen noodles and bottled water...Hope it helps someone else too!

"Duck And Run" -3 Doors Down



To this world I’m unimportant

Just because I have nothing to give

So you call this your free country

Tell me why it cost so much to live

Tell me why

This world can turn me down

But I won’t turn away, oh no

I won’t turn around

All my work and endless measures

Never seem to get me very far

Walk a mile just to move an inch

Now even though I’m trying so damn hard

I’m trying so hard

This world can turn me down but I

Won’t turn away

And I won’t duck and run, cause

I’m not built that way

When everything is gone there is

Nothing there to fear

This world cannot bring me down

No cause I’m already here, oh no!

I am already here,

Down on my knees

I am already here, on no, I am

Already here

I must have told you a thousand times,

I am not running away

I won’t duck and run

I won’t duck and run

I won’t duck and run

No pass away

This world can turn me down but I

Won’t turn away

And I won’t duck and run, cause

I’m not built that way

When everything is gone

There is nothing there to fear

This world cannot bring me down

No cause I’m already here

This world can turn me down

But I won’t turn away

And I won’t duck away

Cause I’m not built that way

When everything is gone there

Is nothing there to fear

This world cannot bring me down

No cause I’m already here